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Ilana,

I wanted to do something special(?) for this but I'm limited with the whole long distance thing so I decided on this.Pls be warned some of this may sound sappy but I'm tried to be as honest as I could ;;*ੈ✩‧₊˚I met you when I was at a very low point and you’ve been a big part in helping me get better. I look back on that day a lot and realize how small the chances of us meeting were, from that silly little Haikyuu YouTube video, to the discord link in the description that I almost didn't click.You've truly helped me a lot, I feel as though I can freely be honest with you with not only who I am but with my opinions and interests.It's funny (and a bit concerning) that we have so many of the same preferences and experiences.You're so fun to talk to all day, I love hearing about your day and anything random that's on your mind at the moment or even something that’s been weighing on it for a while.Your bs is very amusing, especially when it’s something you’re passionate about. Even if it’s Leon dancing on a stripper pole to cbat or him in a hula skirt with his dick flying out every minute.I’m proud of the fact that you’re able to feel comfortable with me to share these things. I’ve said it before but I’ll say it again. I love hearing people just talk about whatever and this especially goes when it comes to you.You make me very happy with just a notif and talking to you all day really helps me, especially on the rougher ones. You're genuinely so sweet and funny.You influence my thoughts and actions so much it's embarrassing. I've picked up so many of your little quirks and your interests, even trying out new things just because it either reminds me of you, or you've mentioned likening it before.•✧•─────────────────

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I'm so proud of you and everything you've accomplished since I've met you. You actively put effort to work on yourself and your struggles. You reach out of your comfort zone often. You get through rough days again and again. I know there are days where you just want to scream, yet you still push through and you're still here. You're an amazing person and you motivate me through a lot.Thank you for these past 2 years. Thank you for listening to me about my troubles and interests. Thank you for sticking around for so long. Thank you for genuinely taking an interest in me. Thank you for all the laughs you've given me. Thank you for all the comfort. Thank you for giving me new experiences. Thank you for showing me new things. Thank you for being here. Thank you so much. I hope we can continue to do all of this and more.Finally, I'm sorry for how long I've made you wait, but I can finally now ask with confidence.•✧•─────────────────

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Ilana, shall we fall in love in October?

(Will you officially go out with me?)

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